I can not say anything but that I failed - no excuses

My goal for Feb was to go below the magic line of 60 kg, when I weighed myself today the scale showed 63,5 kg, with 2 days to go of Feb I have to call it a failure.

I cannot do anything but try better now in March!
I will put up the same goals for training, but stick to them instead of pushing it to the end. That is:
18 hours at the gym and 12 hours power walking + 30 min in the morning before breakfast, this before breakfast part hasn't been prioritized at all now in Feb, but I will really do it now in March!

I have more time and can plan my life more effectively this month, I will not work with much other than finishing up sketches and material for my trip to China.
Tomorrow I will fix a new passport and get vaccinated. (Twinrix =hepatitis A+B, colera shot, tyfoid fever) that is 4 shots, because the twinrix I have to take twice before I go.

China Guangzhou here I come!

I have now booked the ticket for my trip to China were you get to follow my adventure of making my own products!
I will go for one month to Guangzhou, the third largest town with 12 million inhabitant and the largest city for export in China. I am leaving on April 10 all alone!! Wish me luck :)

Happy valentine and a bad day at work

Happy Valentine to everyone! Me and my boyfriend tried not to make this day super special since its so commercial and much nicer to make any other day special. Since we made this decision I was scared that I wasn't going to get flowers, so I bought roses for myself, but then my boyfriend showed up with my favorite TULIPS as well!

My loosing weight is not going so well because I eat crap everyday now... I dont know why, think I am stressed out, but it has to change if I want to meet my goals. Right now I am eating candy and its not the first day this week and still it is only Wednesday... I have to get a grip!

My saving up money is going crap, I was waiting for some people to come around and close some deals today and then they all said no, so I am not getting any money. This feels like shit and is really stressing me out. I have to choose if I should stop working and focus on planning my trip to China and the activities there or if I should give it a last try to make some money but then get less time for my China project. I would only on commission and the product is really hard to sell... my commission is very high if I sell, but since I am not selling at all - no money is coming in!


FEB
18/13 hours left after running on the Monday 
power walk 12/10 hours to go
body cavitation 5/3 sessions lef

Living on a tight budget and selling on Ebay

Today I had to buy something, just anything! I was looking for some more gym clothes to inspire me to work out more, but fell for a silk top instead, it was cheap (200 kr =20 EUR) and really nice so I had to have it. I buy some little things everyday, a bad habit that I have to get rid of if I want to save up 50.000 kr in 3 moths.

The silk top, H&M 200 kr!

I the dressing room I noticed that my ass is getting smaller!!

Since I started my economic transformation on the 1st of Jan (17 days ago) I put out a lot of things on Swedish Ebay, today most of the auctions are finished, with a total of 6500 kr!! (650 EURO) Really nice extra money for my saving up plan! I will continue to look for more things that I don't use and put them out for sale. My goal is still 15.000 kr (1500 EURO) from selling on Ebay 3 months.

Welcome to my life

This blog will cover most parts of my life, or at least the parts interesting enough to write about.
The aim with this blog is for myself and others to follow my journey to ( I hope!) success, both in my career and transformation of my body - from inside to outside.

I will add videos and pictures to show my progress, as well as writing.

Who am I and what do I want to be ?

I am a 27 year old women from Sweden who want more from life than many in my surroundings. My biggest fear is to end up with a 9-5 job and boring couples as my only friends, and travelling abroad once or twice every year.

My aim this year is
- start my own company and get a nice turn over
- transform my body into the best shape it has ever been
- travel at least 4 out of 12 months

This may sound like a dream of a school girl, but I will do my best to pursuit my dreams, starting now with a nice plan in my pocket.

/Kim